astonished way of thought

Fully astonished that, the way of thought as I had have think.

Sometimes I thought the future would change automatically. Actually, it is a thought of absolutely stupid works. Isn't it?

Now I find a little bit sense that nothing can change automatically eventually for everything’s need to curing.  

Is it a matter of hope? Would I able to accelerate these kinds of thought? May agree or not! It is too tough to stay at this and curing for that. Of course, it should be otherwise it be a matter of distress for future. Even find a distressful life after day by day.

On kept other always looking for a life where disappointment would not be seen and also, unhappiness would fade away from mine.

Now arising steps are too narrowed. I hope that there are even chances to do something for future, may not it is simple and highly demanded but now there have a chance to survive and a peace with less worth and respect.

Worth and good job and eventually a handsome income may bear worth and respect.

I have some degree that may derive others to feel goodness and happiness I would bear.

In comparison to others may I have worth and prosperity and wanted worth respect.   

Very commonly, I find enthusiasm to learn email marketing and I hope it may derives more engage-able deeds and even more income. If I able to solicit this life it may makes me more happy and of course I would able to make some job for others.

Furthermore, that there is another life and that’s eternal life and of course need more time to be devoted for that. I always try to devote more times for this. I hope may I find mercy from powerful Allah at the day of justice.